Ultra Sound Eve

I've been quiet, but busy. Not a lot to say either. Except tomorrow is our 6+ week ultra sound where I expect to see a heart beat. I'm ultra nervous. This is the next big hurdle to face and step over. As the hours pass, my hear beat is increasing.
I feel about 50/50 right now. I was freaking myself out last week about the MTHFR gene mutation. Seems a lot of you have had to deal with this, and is common with PCOS.
And I find myself googling early signs of miscarriage. And I haven't had any - but is the progesterone I'm taking blocking any blood from exiting the uterus?  Is that even a thing?  That's a question I'll be asking tomorrow.

My DH keeps telling our dogs that we're going to have a baby brother next year, and I keep telling him to stop talking like that. I haven't gotten that far yet. I can't see farther than a few weeks ahead right now. Even till 8 weeks, 10 weeks, 12 weeks...  its a long ways a head.

Symptom update:
Bloated most days.
Still a mixed bag of constipation and the opposite. But I am going at least once a day.
Sore boobs.
I do feel my uterus getting a little bit harder, especially when I lean up on the counter/cabinet at my register (@ job#2).
And still really tired.

Not much else going on.
My cousin just announced her pregnancy. And it still stung. Going by her due date, its only 4 weeks ahead of mine, which means she just announced at 8'ish week. I have told some people. But will not make a 'mass' announcement for a long while now. And really, until people start noticing. I just can't bare the thought of another loss and everyone knowing. I almost fb'd her and told her she should have kept quiet, that she doesn't know what could happen in the near future. But I didn't. Instead I just kept off facebook the rest of the day and minded my own business.

Anyways, I gotta get changed for my personal training tonight. I'm hoping that should take care of this anxiousness I've got going on.
Please pray for me, and the outcome of the morning.

I will share the results when I'm able.

Thank you! <3 <3

Until next time - -