Hey Uterus... Stop Toying With My Emotions.

So, I've been cramping for the last three days, and my boobs hurt-mostly all day and hurt at more times than others. Cramps are on and off all day too, and also hurt more than others. No actual blood though, and I'm really looking for any trace. AND, I'm a little more tired than usual. I'm getting enough sleep I'm sure. Last night as soon as I got home, maybe 5:30/6 I was ready for bed.

I'm on CD27, and that's not unusual for me, I've gone as far as CD28 before and then BOOM there she is. But I have dinner with friends tomorrow night, and I would want to get a least one cocktail. Do I get a preg test tonight and see what happens? I think I might, just to end this curiosity.  Its not impossible. But I hate getting to this part. I hate to be disappointed. If it weren't for this dinner I probably would wait another week or so.
I'm supposed to have ordered my medications for my next cycle in feb. If I haven't even started this cycle yet, then I'll be pushed back to March.

But I guess that's ok. I'm hearing back from the finance person that she has to re-run my benefits and that could take a few weeks (!!!!!!) So I'll be doing a little recon on my own. I just need to re-read some of the information the nurse gave to me last time and call the insurance myself and see what is and what is not covered.

ugh. I cant even concentrate now on what I'm supposed to be doing (bank reconciliations). Its only 2:00. I'm all freaked out from Dr.Google.

See now, I'm getting tired again. But I'm to freaked out to get a cup of coffee. Even my tea has caffeine in it. Why do I do this to myself?

what else... lets change the subject. Its really cold here. Am I contradicting my self with an earlier post? yea, well... its really cold. I have to park a few blocks away from where I work and I could hardly stand it this morning. Just look at this weather.  Cold. More snow. Not getting warmer than 35. ugh.

 

Hey I came up with a rhyme:  BFN or BFP I guess we'll have to wait and see.

Even though I already know the answer. How could it possible be positive?