Wednesday, January 21, 2015

I.am.so.tired.

So its been 3 weeks into having two jobs. And today I'm pretty exhausted. Yes... I know, I signed up for this, and I even asked for more hours. But I'm falling asleep as I'm writing this post. I think the past couple of days have been the hardest. I worked Friday-all day-both jobs. Then Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and yesterday both jobs till 10. Then I had to wake up and be in town for my blood test at 6:30 am.
I'm tired. But the extra paycheck will be worth it. I fear that my medical spending card will run out to quickly. And I cant have this be the reason to stop now. Plus, I might need a new car, helping out with projects on the house that have to get done. (I have pictures of our recent project below!)
Oh the grocery store clerk thing is working out just fine. Though I already have lots of stories, I could probably start another blog. I guess its more of a generational things, and that I'm also an adult. The main core of employees there are teenagers. I'm very happy that I'm well past that stage. Its annoying. But I digress. I'll share some of these stories another time. #grocreystorechronicles.

So this blood test I got, is checking out where my thyroid levels are at. I'm hoping to hear from the doctors by the end of this week, or I'll be calling them. I can not move forward with any infertility treatments until I get the green light from my regular endocrinologist. If I don't, I'll be diving into a pint of ice cream. Them promptly getting on the treadmill.

Once I get the green light, I call my nurse to order the meds. And I still have yet to hear from the financial person. Then we'll be on our way to starting our 1st cycle apx Feb 20th. It doesn't seem real yet. I think, once that 1st needle goes in I'll feel how real it really is.

ok, so I'm pretty sure I'll be closing my office door at lunch and taking a nap. I'm just staring at the screen.

So this current project we're working on is taking out the fire place. My husband is amazing. This area will turn into my office area and I hope to do a barn door in there somewhere to separate out the spaces. Then we'll move onto to finishing the living room (i.e. finishing drywall, painting, etc).  We might even end up doing new flooring -depending on how our tax return looks like.

The black portion of the fire place is now taken out and its just a few small layers of bricks. I also slipped in there my furbabies.
 
*ok, I cant get the fire place pictures to work, perhaps I'll try again later. The Director of finance just gently reminded me of the deadline that I have, so I must get to work!!*
Until we meet again, have a wonderful day :) 





 

8 comments:

  1. Hi from ICLW...you have so much going on right now!! Wow...it's a wonder you can keep a float! I'm sending good vibes to you to get you through the two jobs and the upcoming cycle....hopefully everything goes smoothly and successfully!

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    1. These last 5 days have been a stretch. I have off tonight, and if I meet my deadline, I'll be leaving early friday to veg out on couch. I would just feel a little better if I was more finaincially "ok" before I start diving into treatments. I keep telling my husband.. "I sense a spa day in my future, do you feel it too?" lol

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  2. Hi from ICLW! Wow, I'm exhausted for you reading this post. Sending you energy and positive vibes! Best of luck to you on this cycle!

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    1. Thanks :) I need for this blood test to show good results. I cant have another stupid small road bump.

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  3. Hello there from ICLW! Wow you have one busy life! I was starting to feel overwhelmed just reading about all the things going onion your life! Hope everything works out for you during your cycle!

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    1. Its definitly been an adjustment. I wonder how I'll figure out this timed trying thing. I hope my husband is ok with being woken up at 11! (or we could try in b/t jobs?) hehe :)

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  4. Hi! I'm here from ICLW. Wow. I'm tired just reading your post and giggling imagining myself working with a bunch of teenagers. I can only imagine how entertaining that must be. Good luck on the upcoming cycle. Sending you some much needed positivity!

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    1. OMG gurl, these teen's have no idea how hard life can be. I guess thats what I get for living in a small one light town, out of touch teenagers. And thank you!

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