I just read another new blog I ran into (shout out: Girl Ryanne). When I start reading a new blog, I like to go back and at least skim through the beginning and she said something on of her posts' where every cycle failed, is really a new opportunity for the next one. So that's where my head space is at. A few days through this agony, will present a new opportunity. My only fear is that, my DH is away on training all next week, will we miss our window? I've already told him, that I'm contemplating driving the 4 hours to get to him if I should happen to ovulate early.
But, either way - there will always be the next cycle after that. Which will also (hopefully) be our 1st medicated cycle for timed trying. I'm getting my thyroid blood levels checked on Monday so I hope it decided to stay on track and not act up. I don't feel any different from the last couple months, but I didn't feel that much when it decided to be an over active thyroid (which could have also been a factor for my loss).
I'll probably be calling my nurse at some point today to see what the next steps are/should be. Actually.. let me make the phone call now.. hang on a second..
>Insert Final Jepardy Music Here<
....... So my nurse is out on some sort of nurse conference and I left a message with another. I hope to hear back today, but will call again Monday... Tuesday... Wed.. well until I get in touch with someone I guess.
I need to get a move on, on organizing all of my "stuff." I have so much medical papers in a stack that I want to keep track of for tax purposes and insurance reasons. I doubt I will make the (I think its 15% of your income bracket) cut to write any of this stuff off, but I can always just be one safe side.
Anyways. So I don't have to work my 2nd job tonight (again!) so on the agenda is finishing cleaning the 2nd bedroom for the kittens. I've never had cats before, so I'm having to watch cat videos today at work to complete my research. I'm learning.. in my research.... that they like to knock stuff over. And chew on things (weird?). But they're so cute! I'll be doing another "wordless" post soon where I'll included pictures of those little growing weeds.
Then I'll polish off a pint of ice cream and go to bed.
Weekend plans anyone?
I, of course am working all day. My friend is camping in one of the mountains near by so I'll go visit her after I get off. And FINALLY get to eat a s'more!! I've been watching everyone buy the chocolate and marsh-mellows all summer and I haven't eat'n a s'more in such a long time. I'm very excited about this. And it will be nice to catch up with her. I hope she'll be doing the talking, cause I'll be eating constantly.
Sunday, again-work all day. And hopefully get into this meal prep thing I've been trying to do for like a month now. And also try to get into making smoothies/shakes in the morning. Oh, I guess there's laundry and all that jazz too.
Then it will be Monday again. I do have a few breaks I'm looking forward too. A pool day and a beach day towards the end of this month. I hope to fit in a spa day somewhere soon, before the September cycle so that I can start that cycle nice and calm. I'm also going to look into acupuncture. Any success stories?
I have a feeling today is going to go by super slow.. I've just checked my watch twice in a row, and within the same minuet. Ouy Vey!
Alright ladies. I hope everyone has a nice weekend! If you're struggling, I try to just remember to take each day as it comes. Focus on your goals for the day. And punch your pillow if you want.
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