This morning was a bit of a whirlwind. Since I now have 4 animals, its up to me to take the dogs out one last time. I had to make sure my DH took the food and water away last night, and I had to to then make sure the dogs had water before I left. I forgot that part, so after dropping off the kittens, I raced back home to give doggys water, then raced over the mountains and through the wood (literally) to make my 8:30 appointment at the clinic.
My kittens are being neutered/spayed (I have a boy and girl kittens) today. I had noticed some crusty blood or snot (?) around the boys nose. I wonder if its just from horseplay. But I asked the vet to look into it. If they don't call me this morning, then everything is fine.
But I am also awaiting two phone calls today. One to make sure my kitty's are ok and made it out of their little surgery, and will come home tomorrow. And then the other is to confirm/deny pregnancy. The only reason why I thought 'yes'-even after the BFN hpt, is the cramping and the discharge. But I had no other symptoms. My mind was racing with thoughts last night, that maybe I was and am going through an early mc. But then its all probably the medicine. I can not wait to stop this progesterone, and feel normal for a day or two before aunt flow arrives.
While I was waiting for my name to be called, I noticed a particularly worried young lady. I just wanted to give her a hug and hold her hand. She looked so worried. She had just gotten her kit done for the genetic testing which tells me she's just starting out on her journey. I wish I could say everything will be ok. But I also know that's not something you say. We don't know if everything will be ok. I always knew I'd have problems conceiving, but I never thought a loss wouldn't happen to me and it did and I survived. When I looked around more there were some happy faces (pregnant happy faces, I know my face was happy), and some sad faces. There was a couple who walked in and the guy knew one of the other husbands sitting there. Its to much of a small world, yet it also feels like we're so alone. I hope this changes.
Since there's no way I'm getting any work done today I'll be filing my last fiscal year's stuff away in boxes and filing this years stuff away. My inbox and stacks on the floor are just about to fall over... so yea...
No real plans for the weekend. I say I'll catch up on housework all the time, maybe I'll actually do something. My dogs need their last hair cut before the fall/winter and a bath. My car needs vacuuming.
I'm with my personal trainer tomorrow from 11-12, then I work job #2 Saturday night and Sunday morning/day.
But I am getting excited to go to the Steelers game next week. The hubby and I are getting a hotel to stay the night since its a night game, and Pittsburgh is about 4 driving hours away from us. It will be nice to get away even its just one night. I'm also hoping my cycle will start this weekend so that I can get my day three appointment before we leave or I'll miss it and have to wait a cycle.
I'll include some pictures of my furbaby's just for fun. You can see how furry they really are, and how bad I need to shave them. ha!
Until next time - -
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| Sassie & George cuddling. She's trying her new pumpkin T-shirt on. |
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| Moe is so FLUFFY |
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| Jinx is sort of a brat and rules the house. Her claws come out fast. |
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| George. My gorgeous George. |
Aw, your furbabies are so cute! I often wish that I could chat up people waiting at my clinic. After all, we're all going through the same thing! It's kind of sad that no one talks to each other.
ReplyDeleteMy furbabies are my heart and soul right now. I think so too, I just really feel like that women could have used a big bear hug.
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